Monday, December 24, 2012

alot to be thankful for!

Merry Christmas Eve!
What a year it has been..So many ups and downs, Tears and Smiles!
This Time last year we were pondering the idea of starting fertility medication again after our sad/ devastating miscarriage.The miscarriage took alot out of me physically and emotional i lost a small piece of my heart, and couldn't figure out why me? after everything i been threw why me? I will never know the answer..But i do has made me one stronger person!
Here we are sitting here 1 year later and were are 15 weeks pregnant..How blessed are we?..i think about our babys almost every day..i have a special necklace i wear..But these baby angels are watching over there baby brother/or/sister and helping him or her grow..This baby is going to be so loved..words can't even explain! Its so loved already! Baby Newman is a special little baby..after 8 1/2 long years we get our miracle blessing what more can you ask for? We still have so much to do in the next 5 1/2 months..but i know my family and in laws will help because some how some way everything works out at the end!!
I am blessed with an amazing family!! Wow, where would i be with out them? Lost, sad, crazy?!? hard telling they are there for me no matter what!! I have the best of friends anyone could ask for..only a few friends but you know what...thats all i need i don't need the drama..and the few i have...they mean the world to me!
But most of all my amazing husband! He has been my rock we have been threw so much...and i mean SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much!! He has been so strong and forgiving and loving and caring! He is truly perfect! Hes my sole mate  and best friend and soon to be an amazing father to our baby. I am so thankful for everyone in my life! Thank you to everyone!! I hope you all have a blessed Holiday!!


I Loved You From The Start

Submitted by: AFKitten
Author: Unknown
I loved you from the very start…

You stole my breath, embraced my heart.

Our life together has just begun,

You’re part of me, my little one.

As mother with child, each day I knew

My mind would be filled with thoughts of you.

I’m daydreaming of the things we’ll share,

Like late-night bottles and teddy bears.

Like first steps and skinned knees,

Like bedtime stories and ABC’s.

I’m thinking of things you’ll want to know,

Like how birds fly and flowers grow.

I’ve thought of lessons I’ll need to share,

Like standing tall and playing fair.

When I first see your precious face,

I’ll pray your life be touched with grace.

I’ll thank the angels from above,

And promise you unending love.

Each night I’ll lay you down to sleep,

I’ll gently kiss your head and cheek.

I’ll count your little fingers and toes,

I’ll memorize your eyes and nose.

I will linger at your nursery door,

Awed each day that I love you more.

Through misty eyes, I’ll dim the light,

And whisper, “I love you” every night.

As mother with child our journey’s begun,

My heart’s yours forever, little one.

I loved you from the very start…

You stole my breath, embraced my heart

Our First Glimpse

Submitted by: cma2a17
Author: unknown
Today we saw
Our first glimpse of You.
A little piece of heaven
Our dream come true.
The day we will meet
Seems so far away.
But until you're ready
In my womb safely stay.
Our gift from Angels
Sent from above
For us to cherish
And forever to love.