Thursday, March 15, 2012


Well took another test and of course i was praying for a miracle to happen or something...But doc wanted me to just check one more i did, didn't surprise me it was a negative...SO...I stop the progesterone and move forward into the next month..We have decided to take a month or 2 off from trying...just because its soo stressful, and just back to back shots.and hormones and doctors appt and nothing besides negatives...So Im going to focus on Us...Make our house less clutter, make our marriage stronger, and just enjoy US since trying is so stressful it takes a toll on your marriage and relationship with people around you, your tired all the time and grouchy and moody and sore and just wanna stay home...Well these next couple of months im going to pucker up and be happy and make the best of it...Get some more weight off, go tanning, and BE happy...Spend more time with my nephews and mom and grandma and Husband!! Im kinda looking forward to the time off...I was very sad we were not pregnant very sad...everything seems to be perfect...but what can you do?!? If i sit and dwell on it all i get is depressed and i don't want that...The Minnesota weather is beautiful, im blessed with some of the most amazing family and friends anyone could ever ask for!!
I hope and pray every night God will bless us with a baby..I know our time will come...I WILL NOT give up...

On another note: Friday im going to see Trace Adkins in concert with my mom!! Also, Red Lobster for dinner and a hotel!! I can't wait..This means alot to me and her..both need some relaxing fun time..My mom is amazing I love her so much!!!

Thank You Again for all the Love and Support Each and every single one of you have gave us!!