30 weeks...and growing......

Hello my fellow readers!! We are now 10 weeks till my due date... Hello 30 weeks :)

30 WEEKS! Hello baby belly!

Ok..Lets back up a few days! On friday We had a ob apt. And everything turned out great..Her heartbeat was perfect, shes moving and grooving around and mommy was measuring right on track! I have gained
30lbs!! Yuck Yuck Yuck! If you know me..i have a horrible body image problem. I know having a baby is a blessing and her growing and being healthy is all i want.. But gaining the weight scares the hell out of me.. I don't wanna be that almost 300lb girl again..ever, never ever ever again!! Leo and i have been trying to take walks in the evening so that makes me feel a little better.. and iv been "trying" key word..trying to stay busy during the day..but its hard when your so tired! Like today i got out of bed at 10:30..really who does that anymore? i could have been up cleaning!! ugh oh well..must have been tired! pretty sure i could sleep the rest of the day away..lol...But anywho..to make matters worse yesterday two kwik trip employees asked me how much further i had to go and i said 10 weeks..and there response was.."wow your big, are you sure there is only one?" i bet your going to have a big baby.. well thank you..yes im only have one.. pretty sure i wanted to cry..Then i was upset and posted something on fb..and i got such kind beautiful words from all my friends and they made me feel wonderful..and i couldn't appreciate what they said anymore.. it was so nice.. and they made me feel so great..and thank you to everyone for the kind words!..
I know im bigger, I know iv gained weight..i see it everyday...but my baby is healthy and that is all that matters!! for the past 3 yrs after weight loss surgery i was so hard on myself..exercising eating this eating that..so i have slacked off a little/or/well a lot since iv been pregnant..but i know after Tori is here i will get back to the gym..heck im so looking forward to getting back to the gym..and i will do lots of walking..and it will take time to get the weight off..but iv done it one time before..i can do it again!!

Anywho! The month of April is a busy month!!
My baby shower is this Saturdays..im so excited..words can't even express it! I mean after almost 9 yrs i have thrown my fair share of baby showers..i never in my wildest dreams would have thought i would actually get to go and register and have my own baby shower!! Im just in ahh..up in a cloud excited! I can't wait to see what Tori gets!! Im so blessed to have a mom and 2 sisters who are throwing this party for me. its not going to be a small party..were up to almost 40 people..and they have done all the work..just a few things iv helped with..but honestly they are truly wonderful!!

Leo and i have another doctors apt in a week 1/2 we will be doing our birth plan! How exciting!!! Then on the 27th we have our all day lamaze class...then may 1st we get our 3d ultrasound..so much going on
plus on top of it all we need to finish tori's room..i mean actually finish it!! put new electrical work in it.. put new sheet rock up..paint. we have a bunch of stuff to do!!!!!!!! i wish her room was finished before the baby shower this week..but i know it won't get done..but my husband is trying is hardest..hes such a hard worker and i know if he could snap his fingers and make it be done he would....i do really want it done though... sooner then later...

How am i feel....
pretty good..tired, tired and well more tired...she is pretty active..her kicks and punches are getting stronger and stronger each day..my restless legs..well lets say they suck!! doctor couldn't help..she just said keep doing what im doing and hopefully it will get better... so we shall see.. i dont' see it getting better anytime soon.. but you never know!!

well i suppose..i will write more next week!

A few days after Christmas...and im lazy!!

Wow!! Christmas has came and gone!! How crazy..time is flying!! Monday we will be 16 weeks!!

How was everyone Christmas? Ours was Christmas was busy!

Sunday went to my stepdads side of the family

Monday went to the in laws had dinner, and open gifts and went to church service

Tuesday went to my moms..had tons of presents to open the little boys got spoiled!! but it was a blast to watch them open the gifts they opened..they got side tracked by toys and toys and more toys!

I had the best Christmas present ever..and that's the wonderful miracle growing inside of me! what a blessing it is!! and a wonderful gift! I got a bunch of gift cards..they are needed because im growing out of my clothes!! Baby got his/or/her first pair of John deer Socks and tractor and a bear that plays music

I took my tree down the night of xmas...yes i was sick of looking at it and my cats were going to destroy it..Now i have so much cleaning to do its soo soo so overwhelming!! I wanna scream!! EEEK!!

but today was L.A.Z.Y day for me..i know i had alot to do..but i need it..i was tired, and overwhelmed..and i even took and hr and half nap...Baby is surly taking alot out of momma!! But thats ok..Im blessed to have a wonderful family and husband who help me out... Even though i feel like a failure as a wife sometimes because i just don't have energy to do anything yet..but my husband is so understanding..im truly blessed!

1 goal i have for 2013 is to start going to church more..i love our church and i want our child to grow up with god in his/or/her life!!

Going to church just makes you feel so much better!!

well here are some pictures of this weekend :) Enjoy!

Baby Bear from grandma/grandpa Newman

John Deer Socks & Tractor from Grandpa/Grandma Himle

Christmas Day with my favorite christmas gift!

15 weeks pregnant

Hope all these are good signs........

The last couple of days iv been having some symptoms.....I hope its a good sign that my body is working right

1) yesterday/last night got my 1st  happy ovulation face!! yippie!!
2) Hello Acne (i never ever ever break out in acne) 
3)Tired all the time 

4)Mild cramps on right side ( in the front and back) 



5)bloating!! i feel like i should be 5 months pregnant..i look extra chunky lol (only in the belly area)